On 5/4/15 I started doing something that has changed my life. On that day I started wearing panties under my work clothes, and have been doing it 24/7 since then. Including wearing them to bed. Even though I told her before hand, it took my wife a couple of days to realize I had started doing it. While my wife is not thrilled with it, she does not want me to stop just to please her. She realizes how much this is a part of me, and that I need to express it. Now that I have started, I never want to stop, and actually don’t think I can. It has reduced my stress, is helping me lose weight, and made me more at peace with myself. We watched the Bruce Jenner interview together, and she thought that is what started me wanting to wear panties 24/7. However, I shared with her that I saw a video of an MTF surgery last summer, and when I saw the finished product my first thoughts were “my god, that is how I could look”, and “my god maybe that is how I should have been born”. I also said that I always thought that I would never consider having that surgery, mostly because I liked having a penis too much, and thought that the surgery was mostly just cosmetic. However, that watching that video changed my thoughts about it. She was not surprised, and said that she always expected that one day she would be sleeping next to a woman. I always considered myself to be a transvestite, in that I would always get aroused when I dressed up. However, I have been able to wear panties all day without being aroused. It just makes me feel good, and normal. I also now realize how hiding and denying that side of my personality was impacting my self image, and my perspective on life. I used to think that I was a man that liked and needed to express my feminine side. I now realize that I am more of a woman, living life as man. I don’t know where this is all going to take me, but it is going to be an interesting journey. Thanks Michelle.