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The Girl Within

Since my return to work Dalana hasn’t had much time to come out and play, and that is not making for a happy girl. The other day as I was sitting alone while my mind completely a million miles away thinking about all my new wonderful friends I discovered this year at CDI. Ironically it happened to be Wed around 7 when all the girls would start arriving including myself naturally with a bottle of wine in hand. That’s when these events occurred.

I took out a nail file and some clear polish. I started carrying it in my work bag. Since my transformation I like to keep my nails in shape. (I guess it’s a girly thing, or maybe I’m just anal. Then most of the girls I have come to know seem to have a thing for the anal or something like that. LOL.) Well anyway after I started clipping and filing I truly began to get that feminine feeling I was so longing for. Then came the polish, and I began to cross my legs in only that sexy manner us girls know how to do. It was in that moment that Dalana came out to say hi to Dillon

I was lucky and felt blessed at that moment to not only have a job as the country struggles, but also happy to have discovered that Dalana doesn’t have to be wearing make-up or be dressed in ladies clothes for her to come out and play. Think about it for a moment, for all the guys who are fathers, married or simply don’t have a lot of time to let their fem side out very often, this was quite a discovery. Now granted it might not be even close to getting dress in full or even partial gear, but it’s sure a nice alternative.

In conclusion what I’m really trying to say is that I don’t have to look in the mirror to find Dalana, and the same applies to each and everyone of us who call ourselves T-girls, but rather open your hearts and not be afraid to let her come out and play for that is where she truly lives and thrives. Just a thought for the day that bought a smile to me, as I hope it does to all of you. So, until my schedule allows me to get to my wonderful , eccentric friends at CDI, I can only wish hugs and kisses to all.

Thanks Dalana


About cdinyc2012

Crossdressers International Incorporated is a member-supported adult transgendered group focused on support and social activities, serving the New York City metropolitan area. CDI is qualified as a non-profit corporation under section 501(c) 7 of the federal tax code. In the beginning, as stated in “Our History”, our founders envisioned CDI to be an all inclusive, welcoming haven for those seeking to come to terms with their transgendered nature. While the majority of our members and friends identify as cross dressers, we have served as a refuge for those who identify as transsexual, drag queen, and gender queer as well. Historically, our focus has been on the m-f crossdresser/transgendered. However, we do welcome those who identify from the f-m experience. While many of our members are long time comfortable with their transgender identity, we have never lost sight that our basic mission is to stand ready to provide a welcoming sanctuary for those who are taking their very first steps of self discovery. We know from our own experience that this can be a frightening time for those who have been closeted. The fear of loss of family, friends, employment, and standing in ones community can be overwhelming. And all for merely being gender different. Even today in our changing times the fear of discovery, ridicule, and worse can be terrifying for those who are attempting to safely practice their gender expression. WE are here for you. We make no claims of being “expert” in any matters, yet through our individual and collective experience we are highly knowledgeable. CDI also serves as a resource center where we can direct you to qualified professionals should that be desired. In short, we believe that groups like ours help to save lives. Sometimes just a welcoming smile and spoken kindness can be enough to assure someone (and maybe that’s you!) that they are not alone. For whatever reason each of us were dealt this hand from birth. For years many of us have considered it a curse. At CDI we believe that once liberated from the isolation of the closet that in time you will come to see your own transgenderism as a “gift”. So whether experienced or not, come - We welcome you, and we exist for you!

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